This is vent art so yeah. It's 1am and i'm doing this.
If you want to skip what this is about then go ahead but people worried here is ab explanation: (Kinda weird)
I'm so lonely. I have Itsaspider/Spidey but in real life i have nobody. I sit at lunch reading in the corner or even drawing. People in class used to say 'Woah! Your art is so good' but now all they do is laugh after my style changed. Nobody really cares for me except my internet friends. I did another vent art where i wrote down all my feelings but i feel like nobody would really care lol. My darkest thoughts are in school, where i have no phone to talk to my phone. No internet friends, i just cry half the time at school and i say 'i feel sick' but most likely i'm currently really suicidal. Im not gonna explain all the details because bleh writing. But yeah. I talked to my inclusion (Like a place at school that helps you) about how i feel and yeah they kept me in for lesson one and didnt talk to me. They let me go lesson two, not even talking to me. They called my dad up and said i wasn't sleeping at night which was true and just say she feels sad. My dad yelled at me saying "What the fuck is wrong with you now" and that so like thiyutrguhguhire.
I tried signing myself up for online therapy but they sent me away saying its not the best place for me. I'm trying to find the email but its vanished rip. So yeah the email went blah blah blah online therapy isn't the play for you which made me really upset. I'm only just a teenager so i don't think i can even go to therapy? But yeah it's getting worse and i just need a hug from a friend ;;
Thanks for reading i love you <33